| aghhh x.x what should i do guys? should i go back to my old xangah? or keep this one? my friend wants this one....maybe i can go back to my old one and make it better |
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I don't know why I took out the last entry. myabe because I thought it was incredibly stupid or maybe because of the mood I'm in. I feel like a brat actually...I was suppose to get my hair done today but due to lack of funds...It ain't gonna happen. I really wanted this...I know it sounds stupid but I wanted to actually look good at school. I'm sort of a hypocrite I suspect, I tell others not to worry what others think about you and then I go against my own advice. But being a teenager self conciousness is every day and everyday I lose a bit of my self esteem. Ask me if I'm proud of myself or if I think I have high esteem and I'll say straight out, me? Hah...Me have that? You have got to be kidding. These days images are so heavily relied on, it's simple you have to be beautiful to get anywhere in the world and even if I know it's not true alot of people think that and I push myself even harder to try to make myself "pretty" or try to fit in. I know now that that's wrong and I'm not going to hold back in my posts anymore.
Maybe that's why I took out that story...I was insecure, scared of what you guys might think |
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| Change makes the World Go Round...o.O
Change: the act, process, or result of changing
Great defintion...=.= they only used the word change once...anyways this is my new xangah ppl...o.O which I'm just starting with and it's very ugly so just deal with it...=.= Anyways I made this xanga out of...errr..boredom and also because I was sick of my old one and becaouse i really couldn't express myself like i wanted to do in my old one....yeah i know it sounds stupid...x.x but i changed it and imma keep it ^_~ |
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